The Untitled

28 09 2009

I am totally out of reason to write what you guys see ahead. So don’t ask for one :P

“The world is never the same as you see it today. People laughing with you may be angry at you sometime later. Those whom you used to call FRIENDS out of shear pleasure, might not be the same with the flow of time. The fault may be on the either sides and there might be some confusions coming into play. But the feeling itself is very weird. The things or, to say more specifically for me, the relations change so easily that I feel a chill of fear running down my spine :/

Is it happening like this since ages or is it just the case with me? Or just what I see around me? I’m confused…

But I also don’t want to spend much time thinking on it because I see the other side of the coin as well: the coldness of relations turning into warmth of happiness, finding such great great friends out of mere coincidence, the selfless relations, and all the things… And it all makes me feel happy :)

And there comes another BUT which makes me more firm about the real Uncertainity Principle: the uncertainity of our world which all links back to none other point but to our Creator, ALLAH the Almighty… Its almost like a cycle running. I don’t want good things to change. At the same time I know that realization is not always the way one thinks and mostly it all happens for the good. May be I over rate the things to happen or may be I am not realistic… There so many IFs and BUTs and MAYs that I have to admit that at times I get so confused mentally, thinking so hard about the unsaid :( Eventually I fall asleep, like i’m feeling now :P

I better stop writing further and confusing everybody around. But there is a link to think upon. Think buddies! And let me know what you feel because your feedback would matter a lot to me.”

Keep smiling :)





Misconception…

21 09 2009

It was a large bunch of people staring at him. They had hope in their eyes. They were here to support him. They wanted him to go for it, they wanted him not to think of the consequences, not to fear for the worst… And all this was unspoken: he didn’t have to ask them… Their gestures suggested it, their eyes asserted it. Oh god! He was so confident that without wasting a moment, he simply turned around, started marching and never looked back …. Becacuse he never had to. They started raising slogans… Higher, higher and even higher. He felt that the whole world was on his side. He kept picking up pace, felt the people right behind him and charged towards the castle of the EGOISTICS.

Oh, he was so pumped up with rage that he never felt the first thorn bruise his foot. He kept charging, bruising his feet more and more. Then came the big spear hitting him right on his chest. He tumbled down… He had lost his ground. He knew he was loosing himself. But he had come so close to his goal all because of the support that he had. He had a slight regret that he couldn’t make it himself but he knew in his heart that it would be done!

Before he finally surrendered his soul, he decided to give a smile of appreciation to all the fellows behind him. He turned back with a gleeming smile on his face and alas…… He could see no one! For miles there was no one to be seen. He felt so weird… “This couldn’t be happening. This ain’t true…”, was all he could think. But there were no tears in his eyes… He was so startled at the happenings. ” Was I betrayed? Were they all so egoistic themselves?”, “No, this cannot happen…”

He knew his adventure was over. The castle had to stay and it did stay… Alas!

“What to make of the assurances they all gave me? They were my dears… Was I mistaken? Was I the MISCONCEPTED????”blog4





31D MuB@R@K :)

18 09 2009

Eid

May this occasion of EID flood our hearts with love, our souls with spirituality, and bring a lot of happiness to our lives. Ameen.
Wishing all the buddies a very very Happy Eid :)





27th R@m@z@n ul Mub@r@k

18 09 2009

Allahu_Akbar

Assalamoalikum!
Its Jummatul Mubarak and 27th Ramazan as well… Friday itself is a day of peace and blessing. Its the king of all the days. It has been reported to be the Eid of each week. I pray that all of us get a chance to gather maximum blessings of this blessed day, Ameen.
Last night was one of the odd nights of Ramazan. Certain speculations are related when its the 27th night. Here I would like to mention that Shab e Qadar is not every time on 27th. I report an event:

Hazarat Aisha (R.A.) reported that the Messenger of Allah, salla Allahu alaihi wa sallam, used to practice I`tikaf in the last ten nights of Ramadan and used to say, “Look for the Night of Qadr in the last ten nights of the month of Ramadan” [Bukhari]

It is very clear in these lines that Prophet (S.A.W.) himself used to find the Night of Qadar in the last 10 nights, mostly in the odd nights.

Now that I have mentioned for what I sat infront of my computer, I would like to mention a bit how this Into-Blog-Writing actually happened :) It was not like any other ordinary day here in hostel… Yes yes… because it was the second last day before Eid vacations and I had slept early the other night. I was up after sehri.I had already fixed my LAN problem 4 days back but the internet was working perfect that morning. I had done everything that I used to do whenever internet is good… checking my emails, facebook notifications, etc. I had a sudden urge to see how this blogging stuff works. I planned to make a dummy account just to see the things. Even more luckily, I had my first class very late so I had ample time to play with and learn editing pages, writing articles, etc. In an hour or so I felt as if I knew quite a lot to take it serious. ALL IN ALL, IT JUST HAPPENED ON ITS OWN… Mera koi qasur nai dosto :P

And here I am reporting all the happenings :)
Anyway, I hope it was not just the curosity and I carry it on regularly. I would certainly need feedback from you guys :) Keep commenting whatever you feel.

Hooo… Its already 1 o’clock and I have to pack my stufff and get ready for Jumma as well. I am going home :)
ADVANCE EID WISHES TO ALL FOLKS. Keep smiling :) ALLAH HAFIZ!








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